Cinda Jo Bauman: Children's Book Writer & Illustrator, Cut-Paper Artist, and More!

The Kindle Edition listing is up on Amazon now, and it will be available for purchase June 18th! Release date for the print book is pending. I told you it was getting close. I can’t wait to hold this book!!

About the cover art

Like the cover for Shuffle, I created the cover art for Fetch using cut-paper sculpture and then photographed it until I got the shadow effect I liked. Normally, I like a stronger shadow with my cut-paper art but his piece had more detail. The strong shadows were confusing, so I decided to soften them.

How do you think it turned out?

What are the books about?

Book 1, SHUFFLE (previously titled Only My Horses Know and available now), is about how Kylie learns to accept her mom’s mental illness after struggling to keep it a secret from everyone, even her best friend, Joey. Spending time with her horses is the only time she can get away from the worry, exhaustion, and stress that a twelve-year-old shouldn’t have to endure alone. She has an idea of using their horses to help with everyone’s healing, but it is such a big dream that she will somehow need to reach out for help. But that will require sharing her secret. 

In book 2, FETCH (available soon), Frankie’s anxiety has gotten even worse since the horrifying day that turned everyone against her and took away the one thing she loved – baseball pitching. Even here in Montana, she’s most comfortable hiding inside. When her family convinces her to venture outside, a mystery horse in the woods fetches her baseball! She can’t believe it happened and is sure no one else will either. Surprisingly, she makes friends with Kylie and Joey, who unlike everyone else, never treats her like she’s different. She really likes Joey and doubts he will ever like her back, especially if he hears about what happened at her last baseball game.   

Book 3, GALLOP (written and will be edited soon, availability TBD), introduces Eli. Eli is angry. His parents are getting a divorce. His best friend, Sam, now has his dad, and his mom’s best friend, Sam’s mom, now also has his dad. That’s messed up enough to make any teen angry and sad. Add to that his mom moved them to a rural town where he has no friends and no plans to make any. Kylie, Joey, and Frankie are determined to change that. Eli discovers that riding crazy fast on a horse is the only thing that gives him a break from the anger and sadness. Even that could change if the horse he connected with gets sold. He must come up with a way to keep that from happening and find a way to forgive the people who turned his life upside down. 

I’ll keep you posted!

Thank you for letting me share my excitement. Yippee!!!

I have been working on a HUGE (3’x4′) painting. Since I’m at a spot where I don’t know what to do next, I’m taking a break to do some book marketing.

The second book in the Hope and Horses series is on the final round of edits and they are very near complete. I am getting excited! Well, more excited!

Book one, Only My Horses Know, came out a few years ago. We decided that the cover needed to be rebranded for consistency with the next two books, and to allow for a larger and bolder title font. I liked “shuffle” because in this story, the main character deals with her mother’s mental illness which keeps them shuffling between good days and bad days. She also shuffles between having to be the responsible adult in the family and being a carefree pre-teen. The horses they train shuffle about as horses do, and one horse even shuffles between being calm and being afraid. More to come on this decision in the publisher’s newsletter, but here is the result:

Shuffle (previously Only My Horses Know)

What are your thoughts on the new title and cover? Please leave a comment!

I have a big favor to ask you. Amazon and Goodreads websites did not carry over the reviews from the first title, so now my poor book has zero ratings! I would appreciate it so much if you could take a minute to post a review. If you have already reviewed the book, you can still access Only My Horses Know to simply copy your review to paste it into a new review for Shuffle. If you have read it but not reviewed it, please take a minute to write a review or give me some stars. Amazon requires that you have made a certain dollar amount of purchases to be able to post reviews, so if that doesn’t work for you, please use Goodreads.com. All you need is to create a simple account there. Or, even better, do both!

You may notice that Amazon has Shuffle categorized as young adult. This will soon be corrected to middle-grade since this story is geared more towards tween aged readers.

My first goal is to hit 50 reviews since I read it triggers Amazon to give the book more visibility. So come on 50!! Your support means the world to me, and I would hate to lose those first wonderful reviews. Plus, if you could share this post, I may get new readers which would be super. Here are the links to Amazon and Goodreads:

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/208828802-shuffle

Thank you, thank you!

Whisky Painting

Hello Whisky! I’ve been waiting a long time to see you finished.

I remember watching a movie where someone had a trick horse named Whisky. I thought that if I ever got a horse I would use that name. I never got a horse, so I painted one!

I started this painting years ago, when I took the intuitive painting class that I’ve talked about before. It was almost finished but I was so afraid of ruining it that I got stuck! A few days ago, I felt brave enough to try again. I made corrections, then I came back and corrected my corrections … several times. I may still tweak a few areas, but I’m happy for now.

Painting Class

I’ve been painting more lately thanks to a class I took from Heather Sink of Craving Art Studio. Her paintings are full of light and beautifully visible brush stokes. Scenes of the south eastern coast are full of people and horses enjoying the water, boats and marinas, and marsh grasses that you can almost feel their movement in the gentle water waves. When I see them, I think, This is the way I want to paint!

What I Learned

She taught me to paint the underpainting in contrasting colors and then to let some of those colors show through. Painting with oil paints again has been a fun challenge. Acrylics dry too fast since I’m a pokey painter. But then, oil can take forever for the layers to dry. My solution is to do the underpainting in acrylic and finish the remaining layers in oil. I love the smooth texture and easy blending of oil paints.

The paintings Heather instructed turned out really well, I was shocked, ha! Now I just need to remember what I learned for future paintings made from my own references. Here are some photos of paintings from the class.

Cut-Paper Art

Creating with cut paper is my favorite. The mini projector I ordered to help with projects came yesterday. It can transfer photos of my sketches right from my phone to the wall where I can trace them larger. Super simple! It will save so much time scaling up art large enough to avoid cutting such teeny-tiny pieces.

Upcoming Books

I can’t wait to show you the cover art for book 2 and 3 of the Hope and Horses Series and share the news about what’s been happening with book 1. My publisher, Editor-911 Books, will be posting the article I wrote soon that will tell more about the storylines of the Hope and Horses series. Stay tuned! Here’s a sneak peak of the art for book 2.

I hope this will encourage reluctant artists like me to stick with it! We all learn at our own pace (mine is that of a tortoise) and create when time and life events allow (I lost both parents and my only brother in 2022. Most days I am still not feeling very creative). I don’t think there’s a rule about how much art you create to call yourself an artist. I’d love to hear about what blocks you from creating and how you’ve overcome them in your own time.

Happy creating!

Hello! A few things have happened since my last post. The two most exciting things have to do with the title of this post: The End. 

First, came The End of my working career. I’ve been blessed with working fulltime, long-term jobs since I was 16-years-old.  On June 30th this year, I RETIRED! It’s been amazing these past few months working on projects whenever I wanted to and when I actually felt creative – napping when I didn’t feel creative. Let’s be honest, naps are great! 

Secondly, after three retirement checks, I finally realized that my retirement was permanent, real, and wonderful!  The time had come to wake up and spend more time focusing on the next book in my Hope and Horses series. So, I prayed and forced myself to finish the first draft of my second book. At the bottom of the manuscript, I typed: The End. It’s at least fifty re-writes from being finished, but those two words gave me great SATISFACTION! 

Other news: 

Only My Horses Know has two promotions going on.  

The ebook version is free on Amazon for a limited time. Here is the link if you or someone you know would like to download my book:  https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08Q5WD8DR

Also, since readers have told us they wished this book could be available in schools, because the theme is mental health, and it addresses the stigma that comes with mental illness, Editor-911 Books now offers a sponsorship program that hopes to help that happen. For more information, please click here: https://editor-911.com/sponsor-books-for-kids 

I’ve sold out of the first two boxes of author copies, and just received more. Please give me a shout if you want to order a signed copy. 

So many of you have supported me by purchasing my book and sharing my posts on your social media, thank you VERY much! 

Have a blessed day! 

Cinda 

I am so thankful to Linda M. Rhinehart Neas for asking me to write a guest post on her blog, Words from the Heart! Please click below to read Writing About God for the Secular Children’s Audience.

https://contemplativeed.blogspot.com/2021/06/guest-post-by-cinda-jo-bauman.html

I get to do a blog tour with members of WOW! Women on Writing along with Margo Dill, Editor-911 Books and Fred Olds! I’m so excited about this. It will have book reviews of Only My Horses Know and Read-Aloud Stories With Fred, interviews, and guest posts. This is all so new to me, and I have to admit, I’m a little nervous to read those book reviews. I hope you have a second each day to check out the posts. I’m sure you will enjoy hearing more about Fred and Margo, they are the best! There’s also a contest to win a $25 Amazon gift card if you enter a comment on the posts. See the banner for all of the links and dates, and here is the link for today’s post: https://muffin.wow-womenonwriting.com/2021/06/read-aloud-stories-with-fred-and-only.html

Re-reading reviews of Only My Horses Know has surely boosted my confidence and jump-started my writing mojo! Some of these didn’t make it to the book sale page, so please bear with me as I share. 🙂 Then, if you will please keep scrolling, you’ll find the new promo video where I am talking to readers between the ages of 10-12 about Only My Horses Know.

Some weeks, for one reason or another, just aren’t the best. I’ve had a few of those lately. I try everyday to think of three or more things that I am grateful for. It really helps! Today, spring flowers were on the top of my list.

May be an image of nature and tree

Here are my rave-iest reviews:

“I thoroughly enjoyed the book Only My Horses Know. I immediately bought copies for two tween-agers in my life and I’m sure they will identify with the main character, Kylie, a girl who lives on a Montana horse farm and experiences problems similar to those in their own lives.  The book describes changes in Kylie’s life when a family member developed some serious emotional problems, causing disruptions in both family and friend relationships.  Kylie learns that she must seek help beyond telling her horse.

“Middle-level teachers and parents will want to share Only My Horses Know with their students. The characters resonate with realism and a sound understanding of problems of middle childhood. As a long-time professor of child development, I am pleased to see a book that encourages students to trust their own intuition, but to reach out persistently to the adults in their lives, including teachers and counselors, when they need help. Also, I am equally impressed with Cinda Jo Bauman’s handling of the sensitive issue of mental illness and its effects on families. In short, embedded in this engaging story is a model for problem solving and relationship-building that is much needed in the experiences of early adolescents.” Darlene Haffner Hoffman, Emeritus Professor, Millikin University

“Just WOW !!!!! I TOTALLY LOVED IT. It started slow but picked up. I love it even for my age group. You, my friend , are one talented Lady ! I loved how God was there but not shoved down your throat. I loved how it dealt with bipolar disorder….again not bogging you down but getting across that people with mental challenges are all around us…they are us. I loved it and hope you sell millions.” Lisa Mohr

“I think nearly everyone has had a ‘Kylie’ dilemma in their life. We grapple with how to handle the pain a loved one is causing; we dread the embarrassment and the stigma associated with their problems. We worry about losing friends if someone finds out what’s going on. We struggle with it all. And worst of all, will our parents understand the anxieties they are passing on and the fear that wells up inside us? What if I say something and my parents don’t forgive me? That’s the biggest question and the highest hurdle.

“But this book helps you realize that your only real choice is to share all this with others, including your parents. It helps you understand that in these circumstances silence is certainly not golden and it can be devastating. Reading this book helps you embrace the notion that honest discussions can lead to solutions and a better life.

“You may regret that you didn’t have this type of guidance when you were growing up, but you’ll rush to send it to any child who seems embattled in life. As will I.

“I do admit that the book is a little slow to start, possibly because I’m no teenager. But, in truth, I believe a child who is going through similar problems will stick with It to find their solution.” Sparky

“A wonderful book to entertain young readers. The focus on mental illness mixed with a passion for horses was an engaging combination. Some great life lessons for young readers that life isn’t always perfect, but you can turn things around to make a difference if you rely on friends, family and God.” Brenda Ripley

If you know any tween age readers, please share this video with them. Thanks so much!

Have a super blessed day!



Follow this link for purchasing options, or contact me to purchase a signed copy!
https://storyoriginapp.com/universalbooklinks/53a1503a-6961-11eb-8b20-6bae2a9b1a02

Also, please check your favorite indie bookstore.

I’m not one to write a reflecting back on the year type of post. But, I have never before experienced a year filled with so many conflicting emotions. Maybe you’ve felt the same? Some of mine have been terror but peace, heartache but happiness, guilt but appreciation, fear of what the future will bring, but hope for a miraculous future.

I know God wants me to feel thankful, not guilty. I’m working on that. But it’s hard not to feel guilty for having a job I enjoy and great health, when there’s a pandemic taking other’s jobs and lives by the minute. Then today, I practically jumped up and down (my old, arthritic knees kept me from really doing that, but inside, I was JUMPING) when I opened the mailbox and saw the review copy of my book inside; while just last night, I couldn’t sleep because I worried about all the people who must be wondering how in the world they will pay rent, buy food, and everything else, when their unemployment runs out. I imagine I’m not the only one struggling with conflicting emotions.

I’m very thankful for my faith in God. And although I don’t understand why so many people have suffered this year – mentally from loss of loved ones, physically from illnesses, or financially from the pandemic; I do believe that someday I will sit beside God and get the answers to my questions, and then I’ll understand. I also believe that the answers will be deeper than I ever could have understood while here on earth. Until then I will pray with my whole heart for all who are hurting. I’ll pray for peace and healing for you and for the people you love.

Has this year made you feel helpless, too? Helpless and conflicted, boy am I a mess! I’ve decided the best thing I can do is to count my blessings every second, but also watch for ways where I can somehow brighten other’s days. I’m sure it will be in small ways for now, but who knows what God has planned for me to be able to help others.

May God bless you always.

This. Is. Real.

My mind is swirling like the sugar in a cotton candy machine. So please forgive me if I babble.

When Margo Dill, publisher/editor of Editor-911 Books, told me she wanted to publish my middle-grade novel, I thought that was THE best day ever. Then, today, she sent me the link to the Amazon book page (above) saying that the pre-order for the Kindle version was live, and the print book will be available to buy on January 19th! When I clicked the link, my heart must have stopped beating for a second, because I seriously got a little light headed. All I could think was: This Is Really Happening!

Please check it out! I’m so proud of how both the novel and the cover turned out! I made the cover art all with cut and torn paper except for the face. I tried many times to make the face with cut paper, but those tiny eyes and mouth would not cooperate with my fat fingers, or even with tweezers,  so I gave up and painted her face. A huge thanks to Jamey for modeling for me and to Jama for catching the perfect shot of her horse, Cowboy, for reference. The torn paper background was an interesting challenge since I had never tried collage! The straw field is torn paper with oil pastel. My biggest challenges, since I’d never made art for a book cover before, were finding a larger size that would scale down correctly for the final book dimensions, and being an amature PhotoShop user, adding the text and making even small corrections on a slow computer took me FOREVER. I kept telling myself, you know a ton of people who could do this for you in seconds, but I was determined to be able to do it all myself. I’m so glad I kept trying because it feels superfantastic to look at this book cover and say – I did that! I hope you like it.❤ 

If you would like a signed copy, by then I should have this site set up to buy a book, and I will mail it to you. You can also keep up with news about my book and other books by signing up for the Editor-911 Books newsletter here: https://margoldill.com/newsletter-sign-up

Thank you for listening to my excited babbling!